Today I believe,
I have to begin believeing in the system of fate or the consquences of my past actions will completely crush me.
I acted..., so
Silly.
I'm such a stupid silly child, and I still have so much to learn from this experience, it ended period and poorly becuse of my rash actions and fleeting emotions. i have given up vengence, infact the idea so opposite and sick from myself shames me.
I live with myself believeing that even though I have tasted edan, it was young and imcomplete, it wasn't perfect, not the right Eve.
I have to believe this, ...
Otherwise I might have just completely threw away the best thing thats everpassed my life-span.
Yet being so young, I doubt this is true, ..., I remeber Jamie.
Yet I was never this close to Jamie, even after a year.
Honestly now matter the beauty, I couldn't connect well with this person, and I just need to keep telling myself this,
Becuse its painful, becuse I still love her,
I never want to let her go, so I will wear my key,
Keep my memories and apologize under my breath every chance.
I am a silly boy, & I hope my impression upon your life wasn't represented by Hate and Remorse.
I have to end this letter, but it will never end, I will always be sorrowful,
It's my fault.
I really am a idiot...